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2015 supernatural VanCon J2 Gold Panel 2015 supernatural VanCon J2 Gold Panel

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[Applause]

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Dr your work a little hot I got a little

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what's up uh good morning guys

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anybody uh make the concert

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L did anybody not like the concert and

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is regretting [Applause]

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it well I still love yall he's counting

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on something some of you to post videos

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so

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can take videos anybody want no

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no I'll have to have you redo it who's first

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time my second favorite question who

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started to watch this show within 2

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years ago I love that we're getting stronger

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ago I love that we're getting stronger
we're getting we're gaining

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momentum uh sorry I'm trying to I'm I'm

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not used to be front

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of mine doesn't work yeah

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you Shar hello hello

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hello um can you hear

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yourself yeah I can hear me I can hear

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you too okay

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um

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hey uh how many of you are

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Canadian we're sort of like honorary by

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now I SP I spent a third of my life

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in at least this is the war Canada not

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like right isn't Toronto and Montreal

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all snowy and anybody come s that's a

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fake

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word yeah moose

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CH we could be we could be filming a n

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of it good I'll have none of

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that all the comedians were

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like like I don't understand what

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they well cool let's uh let's get to

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some some questions I'm sure there's

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people yes right there

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um she's opening up her phone she's like

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Oh Me Oh I'm just going to make a phone

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call hey Mom yeah yeah yeah pick me

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first I'll be on okay I'm leaving now

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you will be on

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the that is not a

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Canadian Australian love

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it me or us that volcano are like

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mountains

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that where that came from

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that sorry Le

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sorry Le
finished um you got since

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we I always like more pant um but the so

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click hole is is a satirical uh website

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and none of the Articles they do are

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true they just make fun of celebrities

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and stuff and so I saw it and it made me

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laugh cu the picture also is one of the

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pictures where I'm

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like it looks like something I would

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have said so I never actually said it

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and I I I indeed did not go to college

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um

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what was the quote was saying like it

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was like quotes from the stars and my

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quote was volcanoes are like mountains

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that are he

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know total ke re

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moment P it's like it's like an epiphany too

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P it's like it's like an epiphany too
it's like oh volcanoes are like

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mountains that are

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volcanoes now I get it Eureka

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Jared tell us about your aha

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moment like M all

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right thank you for the

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question did you do something something
uh

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yeah just yell you got a lot enough

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voice I don't need one morning y'all

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last night's performance I've never seen

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you perform live like that so that was

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amazing are you going to make a solo

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record so I can come see you

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perform that would that would require me

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to have music and to write music and to

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have songs which I don't

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do oh just bum their

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songs sorry Rob guys I'm going to take

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your songs

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down they can help you write them they

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can help you write them uh yeah you know

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that's I I will say that it was a that

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is I kind of blacked out I'm not quite

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sure what happened up here last

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night I do know that I walked backstage

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afterwards and went like what just

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happened that was quite an adrenaline

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rush um and I was actually talking to

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somebody I'm like now I get why that

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is the number one job I think on the in

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the world to be a rock star um that's

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how people do it until they like 7

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what's Mig Jager 93

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exactly yeah it's not it's not like you

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can't retire it's hard

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retire it's hard
up so uh so yeah but uh you know I've

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I've been asking that question of you

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know to to do music and again I say I'm

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you know I'm not a musician I Just Like

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Music and if I can surround myself with

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musically talented people and that just

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is a lot of fun for me um I I I won't

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say that that'll never happen but I

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don't know if it'll happen anytime soon

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also Jared I didn't forget you that's

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okay oh

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yeah he enforc the rules he R I don't

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know what that

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means other

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one just I saw a little shap jumping I

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thought it was cute is that a human

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being or is that a trick ofat does it

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look like an airplane's coming at us

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I have a question for both of you um in

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yellow fever how many Tes did you guys

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have to do when the cat how cat how
many scary scary
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um I remember Phil was directing that

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episode and he and I did one take

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obviously not nearly as

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they ended up with and he said listen I

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want you to just scream as loud and as

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long as you possibly can don't worry he

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went for a long time don't worry i' can

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always save it in Edan I don't know why

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I decided to trust him that day but um

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uh I think they still did C of Lo out

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they did oh hey look don't threaten me

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with you know a good time I

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will I was like chasing you

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around it went on so long but I was like

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okay well he's just going to keep going

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I'm going to relax and then ankles comes

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up and like jumps

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on um so we did it I don't know maybe we

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did it like two maybe three times and

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then I finally told Phil I was like

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listen we've got the the scene in that

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episode where uh uh you know who does

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that crazy

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people uh that was that we actually shot

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that scene directly after the cat scar

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scene and I knew that there was a lot of

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dialogue in that scene and I told Phil

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listen if I keep going with this cat

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screaming thing I'm not going to have a

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voice to to speak in this next scene so

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we ended up not doing too many takes on

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here like that's cool she's like yeah

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that's fine I'd rather get this and just

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save that for another

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day oh but and the irony of that episode

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is the only person who actually got

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scared during film episode

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where with the like the snake coming

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over it was a big snake and the guy and

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I was like man the guy is laying on his

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back behind the couch with this m 15 or

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something like hundreds of pounds it was

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uh I think it

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was like 180

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lbb P snake over and I'm like he's going

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to piss that snake off that's Tak I'm

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out well the snake the snake didn't want

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to it it wasn't going and so this snake

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wrangler true real

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drop was like h

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like yeah that's good angor it up and

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then send it over

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here I'm not kidding snake was like not

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wanting to crawl over the couch he

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wanted to just go down to the floor kept

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like pushing it shoving it I look over

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the couch and this guy is like I mean it

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was yeah it was like wrestling a snake

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just trying to get it to come over to

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me and uh and so I just remember that

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one point when this sake finally did

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decide to come over my shoulder I look

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it it looked it was the head's bigger my

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fist

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good well the other

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side meanwhile Jared's like 6 ft away at

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the the other end of the couch and he

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just

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goes it's on me and he's the one running

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out of the room I'm not going to die for

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a shot I'm not even

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in I'm going gu need to be on

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camera I thank you

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yes oh you don't have a voice you're

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going to

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need is that du till last night or two

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nights ago and last weekend and and last

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right on yeah so it's been like a whole

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week in progress It's been two weeks I'm

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a I'm actually in shocked that I'm alive

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right now um so I travel for a living and I

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now um so I travel for a living and I
know that you guys don't get a lot of

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time by yourselves to do whatever you

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want so give me the opportunity

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where would you go on a road trip on a

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road trip um I would actually love to go

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and I've talked about this for a long

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time I would love to go kind of to

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Montana or north Montana May so that

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area of the Rockies like B the pictures

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I've

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SE who's a train that does it as

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well East West yeah so I would love to

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kind of go on a road trip through the

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mountains it's fun because I think I

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would do a lot of road trips when I was

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um between g girls and San Antonio I

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would drive back and forth I 10 in

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America and it's flat and so you just

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kind of zone out and when you're kind of

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driving in the mountains it forces you

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to slow down cuz you're not going to go

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80 M hour around of here in turn you

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might I'm not going to uh so it for you

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to slow down really sincere and really

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take your time so I think I probably try

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and move to the

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mountain uh yeah that's a that's a good

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uh option

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I um I really like the Southern Oregon

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coast Northern Califoria

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Coast the Redwoods and uh that's we used

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to we used to drive up and back down

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every year uh for uh for the season we

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drive up uh in you know the beginning of

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July uh and then we would drive down mid

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April the season in and a few times um a

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few times you actually

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drove our own cars but we went together

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like Caravan family it was a convoy I'm

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not going to

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lie we had walkie

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talkies and purely just for the novelty

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of walkie-talkies we had cell phones at

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the time my cell phones on my head but I

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hear what's your

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20 I'm still right behind

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you well we were we were you know we

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were driving by ourselves so was just

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instead of you know instead of having to

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have the cell phone on and rack up the

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minutes we literally just say walk talk

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just keep keep each other comfor like

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hey you hungry yet you want to pull over

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no I'm good all right let's go for

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another two miles you want to pull over

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over uh I'm good over

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just would you do the sound have to do

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the

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sound Echo Fox Dr ner but a couple of

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times uh

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I don't know I don't know if we did it

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uh I know I did once or twice when I was

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driving I did that uh I hooked it over

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to the coast and drove that Southern

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Oregon Northern California coast and

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it's incredible um so I don't know I

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know that that one's good I wouldn't

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mind to do that one again did you stop

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in Santa Cruz again in Santa Cruz

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uh probably and we had three fall tenant

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shs yeah yeah yeah well I know I've been

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there so I I assume I stopped there

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thank you that's all right I got my coffee I'm

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you that's all right I got my coffee I'm
get go it's mostly for J but um I

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wouldn't mind your input to Jensen um

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recently you posted a picture of of you

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wearing Sam's

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tattoo so um are we going are we going

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to get to see that in an episode are we

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going to get to see Sam get it or are we

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going to find out why now um it it it

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was a makeo I don't actually have you

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take the dirtless Selfies again

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I thought we both agreed that we were

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just going to leave at Mark

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all it was in fussy it was with

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ML yeah it was it was down it was right

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before we stole your jet

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ski uh yeah so it's it was for an

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episode and

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uh I don't think I'll be giving it away

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by saying um it's not it's not

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current Sam

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got old s it's it's a

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flashback then I have can I ask one more

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question cuz yes why don't get your

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fir why has Sam not gotten rattoo

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because he's messing around with strange

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demons without protection and that's

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dangerous for

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S yeah I mean

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s sorry plug your ear

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[Music] cuz he saying Lester not saying lose

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Chester that was my

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favorite I got gidy I was

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like I still kind of

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do uh right here

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yes good morning good morning so you

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guys are adorable and your kids are

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absolutely adorable as well and so I'm

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wondering how do they realize

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what all of this is yet like how how

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they come to that Consciousness yet no

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not at all um they just know that I work

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with Uncle Jensen Uncle

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kriy uh but I don't I mean they know

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they can see me on the screen but I

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don't think they

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realize um like my niece Juliet was born

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in ' 08 so she's seven years she um she

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was in like first grade she was 6 years

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old I guess kach she like pad like Jared

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pad she goes yeah that's my uncle and

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like it finally occurred to her that I

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was on TV I know um every now and again

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we were exhausted P hand like an iPad

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over to one of the kids like here watch

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Dinosaur Train like watch you know

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pepper pig or whatever wild cats um I'm

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like plugging I have no Financial affiliation

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plugging I have no Financial affiliation
with any of um and I guess if you watch

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YouTube there's a screen where you can

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push things and I guess there was a

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picture of me and so he pushed it and it

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was a scene like where Sam was getting

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Beed up by somebody I know and it took I

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wasn't there but it took Jen a second to

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understand like what was going on and

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she looked over and he was wor about she

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like what do you want and she grabbed it

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and I was like buddy and and he goes

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that man hurt

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Daddy and so I'm on set like and I

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filming and I get back to my phone and I

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have like six text messages like you hey

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call me FaceTime me as soon as you can

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you I was like oh my God what's going on

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and so she she wanted me to like talk to

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Tom like it's just pretending buddy look

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I'm all fine nothing

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happen oh and then all FaceTiming so Sam

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gets injured a little bit in the

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beginning of season what are we

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doing and so I was FaceTiming cuz I you

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know i' be at work before the kids woke

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up and I get home after I went to bed so

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I FaceTime with them but I can't like

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wash my makeup off to FaceTime to get

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the makeup on to film and so I had to

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keep on explaining like hey kiddo look

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it's just it's just not real it's fake

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um it's really cute but they

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mind no she's yeah she she she doesn't

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she'll see me like if there was a the

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commercial or show happens to be on TV

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you know flipping channels um denal said

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the other day I happen to pop up it was

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a commercial and she just goes oh hey

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there's Daddy and then she and she just goes

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Daddy and then she and she just goes
right back

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to so yeah my kids want me to like turn

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it off and put I down oh there's daddy

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put I back

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yeah Dad can we watch

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ples thank

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yes first Ro

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yeah okay so my question kind of goes

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along with hers um your children are

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adorable um how do you guys balance your

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time between work with El Granda and

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your children I delicately delicately it's

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children I delicately delicately it's
really difficult I mean I'm not going to

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lie a lot of um a lot of my kind of

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anxiet and stuff are from trying to

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balance everything i' I've had to kind

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of force myself to stop trying the

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multitask um like when I'm on set I'm

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there to work you know what I mean I

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love I'm there with my crew I'm there

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with my fellow actors but I'm like it's

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it's difficult to try and be a daddy and

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a husband and a friend and a brother and

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a son and a father while working and I I

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I think he I to have the same dedication

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to S and Dean Winchester that we did

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before wives and kids happen and so when

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I'm work I'm I'm I don't want to say

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work when I'm acting when I'm Sam

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Winchester I'm Sam ay Winchester right

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you're in work I'm workload and

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conversely when I go home Sam is out the

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window you know I'm Dad I'm husband I'm

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friend neighood um so I just had to

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commen myself to stop trying to multik

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all time yeah it's uh it's interesting

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um so both of our families have actually

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been up here with us for the past month

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uh just because it's so damn hot in

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Texas and it's awesome here right now so

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um so they've been here for a while but

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um uh denil actually mentioned the other

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day is during the week and you know

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filming 12 hours a day coming home going

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right to bed waking up the next morning

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going right back to work there's not a

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whole lot of time uh during the week

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when we're filming to kind of get into

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dad mode or husband mode or so uh um so

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she she kind of said you've been really

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distant the past couple days and this

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was like on a Thursday or something and

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I realized that like throughout the week

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I kind of stay in work CL uh because I'm

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thinking about okay what do I have to do

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tomorrow I've got these scenes I've got

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uh we're you know we're shooting out

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this location that means it's going to

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be a tight turnaround because we're you

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traveling an hour that's 2 hours of

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travel and that's a big day dialogue so

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I'm going to pre- learn the SE seeds

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start you know figuring out am I going

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to you know when am I going to do this

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what going to do that um and I just I

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kind of keep keep that work mode

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throughout the week and then usually

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when he and I would travel home on the

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weekends to Texas I leave all that up

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here and I'm able to just

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compartmentalize that keep it up here

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when I arrive in Texas it's like ah D

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mod and I read somewhere he and I both

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also have dogs and I had dogs before

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kids and I read somewhere this is I

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think I was like reading how

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socialize a dog with a baby and this and

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that and they said something to the

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effect whoever was writing this was just

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try and spend like 10 to 15 quality

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minutes with your dog every day even if

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you're around your dogs 24/7 they're

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next to you it's different being next to

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you and having a a connection and so I

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really try and focus on being in the

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here and now if I'm at work or if I'm

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with my dogs or if I'm with my family

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you know if I'm if the kids are busy and

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I get 5 minutes even in the same room

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with my wife and kids but I get 5

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minutes to focus on genine what's going

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on as supposed to kind of constantly

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being aware of moving around I feel like

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cuz I I get distant too I get the same

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commitment luckily we have patient wives

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who who get it and they're not like how

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dare they get your accuses right so they

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not like hey you're in work mode like

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remember Jesus name yeah like deal will

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come up and she hey hey pay attention to

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her and she'll say that just you know

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lovingly and I'll be like oh my gosh of

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course yes stop him doing and pay

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attention to my daughter she's growing

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at an incredible rate and I'm going to

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I'm going to miss things if I don't pay

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attention so it is it is a very delicate

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thing that uh that he and I will help

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each other out with you know we we try

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to support each other in uh in balancing

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that uh that family work life but uh

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when it's a weekend and he's calling me

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incessantly I I do my favor and don't

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answer it's true it's true it's my

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C but yeah thanks for that that's yeah

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thank you thank you and thanks for

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acknowledging also cuz it is it is a big

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czy by I see a standard hi hi I'm like

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houst yeah right on welcome it is really

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hot as hell at home and this is really

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nice isn't it nice I love it I'm like

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can I just stay here until the Summer's

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over that's basically what our wives are

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doing yeah yeah they're not here to see

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us they're here for the free air

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conditioning you don't even need air

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conditioning that's what I'm saying

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Nature's Nature's airing that's all we

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do at home walk from one AC to another

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um my question is uh well I just wanted

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to thank you for bringing attention to

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uh mental illness and uh

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depression uh I have severe depression

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and anxiety disorder sorry and um that's

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we apologize a lot of my friends a lot

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of my friends and family don't really

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know and just the fact that you came out

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and said that means a lot and um thank

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you for doing that and the attitudes of

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reverse that you have as well thank you

514
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for that too because it's not just women

515
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in general that feel that way it's a lot

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of people have these poor attitudes

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about social stigmas and everything and

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I just want to thank youall for bringing

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attention to that and um what other

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causes do you want to participate in and

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in the future or bring light to in the

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future yeah that's a great question

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first off thank you for

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sharing [Music] [Music]
[Applause]

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[Music]

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um we're all family for back um I it's a

527
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really neat I mean I don't know the

528
00:24:52,120 --> 00:24:53,398
right word for it but it's a really

529
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amazing fantastic awesome opportunity to

530
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get to a place place where you can

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really affect change you know and I

532
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think he and I have kind of grown with

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each other you know we were successful

534
00:25:04,799 --> 00:25:06,199
actors before the show start but now

535
00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:08,439
we've really got this voice and we're

536
00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:10,839
working we're growing and learning as as

537
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husbands and fathers and friends and

538
00:25:12,799 --> 00:25:15,038
everything and so he and I are a place

539
00:25:15,039 --> 00:25:17,918
where our eyes and ears are open and um

540
00:25:17,919 --> 00:25:19,199
that's one of the reasons we started

541
00:25:19,200 --> 00:25:22,239
Foundation is to kind of as different

542
00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:24,158
causes and different things reveal

543
00:25:24,159 --> 00:25:25,519
themselves that we might not be aware of

544
00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:28,038
yet we can help kind of get them up and

545
00:25:28,039 --> 00:25:30,439
going and up and running and helping

546
00:25:30,440 --> 00:25:33,278
however we can um but I think the real

547
00:25:33,279 --> 00:25:36,918
help is is this it's sharing CU if

548
00:25:36,919 --> 00:25:38,158
anybody says they've never gone through

549
00:25:38,159 --> 00:25:39,599
something then they're either lying or

550
00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:42,798
they're one day old you know in that

551
00:25:42,799 --> 00:25:44,678
case they shouldn't be

552
00:25:44,679 --> 00:25:47,599
talking that'd be really

553
00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:50,278
strange so yeah just sharing being

554
00:25:50,279 --> 00:25:52,719
open-minded and and having the and

555
00:25:52,720 --> 00:25:53,759
having the

556
00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:56,398
forgiveness for those that

557
00:25:56,399 --> 00:25:58,479
don't understand you're going through

558
00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:00,558
that they don't have for you or for me

559
00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:02,319
you know so I try to remind myself

560
00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,319
somebody doesn't really uh empathize or

561
00:26:05,320 --> 00:26:07,158
understand and I want to be like you

562
00:26:07,159 --> 00:26:08,839
know I I want to tell myself like you

563
00:26:08,840 --> 00:26:10,719
know give them the Forgiveness that

564
00:26:10,720 --> 00:26:12,759
you're hoping to get from them or the

565
00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:13,879
understanding you know the understand

566
00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:15,079
they don't they just don't know yet

567
00:26:15,080 --> 00:26:16,439
that's fine they give them a chance to

568
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,959
learn and grow as we ourselves U can

569
00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:25,789
learn grow thank

570
00:26:25,799 --> 00:26:29,319
you um I I was just

571
00:26:29,320 --> 00:26:32,199
wondering I was just wondering if um cuz

572
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:34,839
I know you both sort of in home like

573
00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:36,599
sort of young and like didn't go to

574
00:26:36,600 --> 00:26:38,519
university or anything I was just

575
00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:41,558
wondering if like what helped you get

576
00:26:41,559 --> 00:26:42,839
through that like what helped you being

577
00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:45,439
away from your family and just sort of

578
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:48,119
not doing stuff with your friends yeah

579
00:26:48,919 --> 00:26:50,959
help us

580
00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:55,879
us
um I I was very fortunate to uh have uh

581
00:26:55,880 --> 00:26:57,959
have found some really qu following

582
00:26:57,960 --> 00:27:00,558
friends um in California when moved

583
00:27:00,559 --> 00:27:04,639
there at 18 um I also I also imported a

584
00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:09,558
couple um so I I had u a very close

585
00:27:09,559 --> 00:27:12,759
friend of mine uh still to this day his

586
00:27:12,760 --> 00:27:16,278
name is Ty and uh he and I were actually

587
00:27:16,279 --> 00:27:17,999
going to go to college we had both

588
00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:20,119
gotten accepted the same College we had

589
00:27:20,120 --> 00:27:22,278
gone out there for orientation we had

590
00:27:22,279 --> 00:27:24,119
our student ID cards we were already

591
00:27:24,120 --> 00:27:28,199
like talking to uh um like fraternity

592
00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:30,079
presidents and stuff and we had our

593
00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:32,678
classes set we had our dorm assignment

594
00:27:32,679 --> 00:27:35,719
and he never be RS and literally like a

595
00:27:35,720 --> 00:27:37,359
few weeks before I was supposed to Shi

596
00:27:37,360 --> 00:27:39,558
out to college I was like no I'm going

597
00:27:39,559 --> 00:27:42,759
to La and so poor Tai sitting there

598
00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:47,239
going like uh Ruby what yeah well I

599
00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:48,759
don't want to go out there by

600
00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:51,558
myself so he actually didn't go to

601
00:27:51,559 --> 00:27:55,119
college and he stayed oh his

602
00:27:55,120 --> 00:27:59,479
fault destroying education one of

603
00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:02,079
he is very successful he he's he

604
00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:03,359
beautiful wife and two beautiful

605
00:28:03,360 --> 00:28:06,558
daughters but uh but he he was like well

606
00:28:06,559 --> 00:28:07,558
I don't want to I don't want to go out

607
00:28:07,559 --> 00:28:08,918
there by myself and not know anybody I'm

608
00:28:08,919 --> 00:28:10,518
going to stay here just go to local

609
00:28:10,519 --> 00:28:12,158
community college for the first semester

610
00:28:12,159 --> 00:28:16,158
and figure it out so I go out the day I

611
00:28:16,159 --> 00:28:19,479
book a job and I start working pretty

612
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:21,558
quickly no no

613
00:28:21,559 --> 00:28:24,119
no this is the

614
00:28:24,120 --> 00:28:34,719
Bo move it there um [Applause]

615
00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:38,759
[Applause]
and uh and so about so I get there a few

616
00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:40,599
months after after being there I got

617
00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:42,278
pretty homesick I got really really

618
00:28:42,279 --> 00:28:46,079
homesick and I I convinced D of comeing

619
00:28:46,080 --> 00:28:48,798
out to LA I'm like working on a show I

620
00:28:48,799 --> 00:28:50,119
get you a job of the production no

621
00:28:50,120 --> 00:28:52,119
problem not realizing how difficult it

622
00:28:52,120 --> 00:28:55,719
would be thankfully they did he did get

623
00:28:55,720 --> 00:28:58,119
a job and he I forget what he was like

624
00:28:58,120 --> 00:29:00,479
the production coordinator for the Ros

625
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:03,599
o' donnal show at like

626
00:29:03,600 --> 00:29:06,158
19 all right this guy and he's he's he's

627
00:29:06,159 --> 00:29:08,398
a sharp guy he's he also looks young

628
00:29:08,399 --> 00:29:11,239
like he probably looks 19 right now yeah

629
00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:14,798
but uh so anyway so I imported him and

630
00:29:14,799 --> 00:29:16,759
and then and then he and I then you know

631
00:29:16,760 --> 00:29:18,479
then I had a running mate kind of thing

632
00:29:18,480 --> 00:29:20,558
and and then we we just we got a really

633
00:29:20,559 --> 00:29:23,439
good group of of of guys oddly enough

634
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:25,558
they were all Southern and like Arkansas

635
00:29:25,559 --> 00:29:28,439
Oklahoma another Texas guy so I found

636
00:29:28,440 --> 00:29:30,158
Kindred Spirits out there and uh and I

637
00:29:30,159 --> 00:29:32,398
think that's what really kind of help me

638
00:29:32,399 --> 00:29:34,839
um steer clear of any you know wrong

639
00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:37,278
paths um and I still I you know I talk

640
00:29:37,279 --> 00:29:40,558
to my parents and and family every day

641
00:29:40,559 --> 00:29:43,639
almost so and I uh I sort of simar I

642
00:29:43,640 --> 00:29:46,678
found lot of big people I had two or

643
00:29:46,679 --> 00:29:49,158
three friends in La that allowed me to

644
00:29:49,159 --> 00:29:51,719
be who I was which is I think the most

645
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:52,879
important thing about a friendship is

646
00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:54,319
being able to be who you are and them

647
00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:56,639
being able to be who they are uh and

648
00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:58,798
then honestly I just kept moving my feet

649
00:29:58,799 --> 00:30:00,759
I just kept busy I got homesick often

650
00:30:00,760 --> 00:30:04,119
but I road trip just get in my car

651
00:30:04,120 --> 00:30:07,239
drive um but yeah I just kept it's

652
00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:08,639
almost like you know keep fighting until

653
00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:09,759
you figure out what you're fighting for

654
00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:11,839
I just kept work I just kept moving my

655
00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:14,398
feet there was no down there was not L

656
00:30:14,399 --> 00:30:15,918
down time I don't think for either

657
00:30:15,919 --> 00:30:18,398
longest since I was 18 years old was the

658
00:30:18,399 --> 00:30:20,759
longest that I went without having the

659
00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:23,999
promise of in job and that was too long

660
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,239
for me that'll never happen

661
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:30,278
again uh we got to get guys we love you all

662
00:30:30,279 --> 00:30:45,600
uh we got to get guys we love you all
thank you